Wednesday, 29 October 2014


I had a really rough day today, and wouldn't want to talk about that crap, bc I make myself sure that this blog wouldn't be all so depressing again. 

So we had school today like weeeewww bc the only thing I did there was to actually eat, and share my food(my classmates be blessed to have me as classmate next year hohoho) and actually take photos with Komin the slut ( not cyber-bullying but expressing my love) 
I never knew I was this kawaii until today, distanced myself one desk behind KOMIN so that I can throw my left over 'mummy magi' at her and bc she was disturbing me and distracting me, you see, komin ain't that kind of ideal table partner or study partner. In general.

Komin must hate me so much bc she licks me like how Miley Cyrus licked the wrecking ball (God my pun is so old) Komin don't hate me:( 

I'm actually very very studious, when I distance myself from people like komin because they are literally the biggest burden in my entire life like god, they are the kids that made my EMMSH literally 65% /cringes/ and i constantly wondering why is komin my friend since the day( literal) I step into this school. 

We don't really have a decent selfie but well, decent enough.

So and then class dragged for a bit longer bc once again people like komin, nah kidding, the entire class was pretty in theirs own convo so well....

And class ended so I went to watsons, to get...
SO KAWAII. THE HAND SANITIZER SMELLS LIKE PEACH ASDFGHJKKL. I'm pretty much a spongebob fan since idk when, but pretty sure it's before the KPOP thing which got into me last year. Ps. CL slayed SIA yesterday. OHLALALA that lady is ready for America. But back to the spongebob thing, so yeah, I got that hand sanitizer and am pretty sure I'm going back to get the Patrick one, and the water bottle tomorrow. Hohoho. 

So Okay ending here, and starts creeping on Twitter and please do vote for 2NE1 and TAEYANG, and winnor and AKMU. (I know that 'and' 'and' 'and' thing is wrongly grammar but you know...)


Friday, 24 October 2014

(Official) Last day of school for 2014

So heyo!! 
It was the last day of school yesterday(official) why 'official' because as students in singapore, we are always expected to go back to school for cca, remidials, camp, blahblahblah, the list goes one.
Took quite a lot of picturessss, since some of the teachers are leaving the school, (secretly) the same reason. Oh and the principal is also leaving,(secretly the best one) 
Class photooooo, there are more but I didn't save them 
Legit a photo with the principal because she is leaving /cries/ this was taken at thΓ© foyer though, when the teacher jokingly screamed for all of us to go and photobomb /oops/

They all deserve the coolest award HOHOHO

Pretty much love the way this picture comes out most, 
Cries at lobe2's picture because after the entire 8-10 months together as a clique this was the first poloroid(if that's even the correct way to spell it) together, and it turns out like that /cries/ /cries even more/ but /stabs jeremy Bc he was the one taking the picture/
Komin the slut that's lesbian for me (I'm straight for GD and hanbin btw, actuall all boys, legit all. Calling Komin a slut Bc we know each other and legit is best friends, don't bullshit about me bullying her puhlease, she bullies me in fact) and obviously, I have a thing for twin star HOHOHO

And after school (actually, after all the photos and photos), Kaylene(mah homie nigga came over to my house for a baking section (thank the gods that we didn't burn down the house) Amber didn't manage to come along Bc she have cca :( 
My bro have sexy legs, but look at all the colors hooohooohoooo(Christmas is coming resulting in all my "HOHOHO")

No selfie Bc we turn out like shit, with the only picture we have, shall not embarass ourselves.
When you put 2 cannot-bake-will-burn-the-house kind of people out, they can give you good quality and yummy food. 

I'm so done with all the pictures and update because I spent 40++ minutes on this by the time I was on this sentence.

But my results are out, quite happy, made my class and subjects combi choice, probably will only be happy if I manage to get to the class of my desired.
Chances are high, but wouldn't want to rise too much of my expectations Bc with High expectations lead to high disappointment huh.
Will end off here because I'm legit tired. Good night, 
Pictures not in poloroid is taken by iphone6 which camera's quality needs to be better God. 


Sunday, 12 October 2014


So HIIIIII(extremely animated movements) do you miss me? after years without updating, I'm hoping that all of you would stay with me for the rest of the idk(blog-journey) if that makes sense.
But you probably saw that I hide/drafted all/most of my posts, generally bc I think I want to step out of being so fucked up and depressed and I think I made good improvement(?) of not being so depressed and shits like that, but lol, long way to go still, and I thought that by deleting/hiding/drafting those posts which I leave all/most of them as Angst kind of posts, and to lead a new life, you have to change shits first(doesn't make sense but okay Kayla)
So I've been leading this 6 months(?) without blogging rather fulfilling, like I prioritize things better, and leave all the pretty-much useless things on one side and focus on much important things(eg. Studying, it's STREAMING YEAR BUDDY) not that blogging is not important, in fact, it's quite not-so-important, after all I'm doing this only because it's my hobby, or I need a platform to express myself or stuff like that, and lmao, I don't mean to make myself sound really studious, but once again, it's streaming year.

And is completely all my studies and my exams are over (throw confetti!!!πŸŽ‰πŸŽ‰πŸŽŠπŸŽŠ) I guess I can continue what I like to do, and it still remains even when I'm at my exam periods, lazing at my humble abode, god knows how much I love to stay at home!!1!1!1! But I still did play around like lmao, but that was really rare and even now, i don't even think I left the house for the city and stuff like that, so let's hope that my results will be great *prays prays prays that hard work pay off* I think the scariest thing is that you felt that you study but your results isn't there, sometimes what you sow might not be what you reap #justsaying 

So results out tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, 12 days more to my holidays(I have been waiting for it since the start of the year and it's finally happening, throw confetti once again) and then will head to adventure cove one day during the hols with the fetus(Kaylene I lobe you) to let down my hair(even though it's already down ever since I completed my Chinese paper3) but I feel that lmao, I want and need to get out of my room and do something more productive, or just absorb some heat!1!1!1!1 honestly i don't have any plans for my holiday except for an apparent 1-week trip to Taiwan( IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE NEW ZEALAND:( *crings bc I want all my beef and my sunny grass patch) but again, I can just stay at home and play the piano, use the iPad, update my iPhone, wait for my iPhone6, eat, play, and sleep, all in my room/home, reason we all should just stay at home, I don't get people who loves to stay out, like I love my pillow so much that sometimes heading to the washroom could be hard :(

Okay shall end here like lol, I have school tomorrow, and will be having my results back *prays again* nah kidding, actually I don't pray when I'm saying stuff like that or before the paper, bc I personally thinks it's worthless it's all about how much effort you put in right? (But sometimes you don't reap what you sow) 

So much love
I thought I would just show you my love to you guys, bc I love this lady lots too(actually loving her more than any of you kidding(actually it's real)) hope I summarize every shit for the MIA for the last 6 months. 

@kaycxn ❤️